the world aint no diffrent now...

 never had a dime
 my life a crime
 had be when i was nine
 mom drunk off of wine
 ran with all kind her mind stayed wit the stooper
 till a point she paid no mind to the supper
 stay mad but stay fronting with smiles
 stayed on the groung once and a while
 first day of school
 never had nutin to style
 mister colondre stressin i aint comin in a while
 it was a bummber
 rocking the shit i rocked all summer
 on the first day i was feeling some kind of way
 and she wasnt trying to do nutin
 you would think for the sake of the kids she would enroll in school or
 something
 now i kno then was even harder
 especially for a single mother
 raising me with no father
 shit living up in this tentament
 eating stale m and m's
 talking wild shit to spanish imigrants
 i speak in codes
 man to sivrence
 always quiet then ben dichon to my madre
 even thought she did nutin for me
 acknowledge me as i run down my life story

 you dont kno how crazy it is outside
 i die inside
 oh ive cried oh ive cried
 do you forgive me?? do you forgive me??

 check the skit
 no body never gave me shit
 if anything a nigga frame me and make me get
 3 to 6 my first bid
 no doubt up in sparfard
 had to be 12 son had to make a profit
 remembering robbed my moms wit no guilt
 eating pork and beans or corn flakes wit no milk
 in school i smacked cats in a hurry
 moms didnt care she was getting drunk wit misses berray
 on the first floor
 i used to thrist for greenary
 picking pockets wit seth and jay from hundred and sixth street
 yo fuck home
 im tired of geting punched in my dome
 tired of this faggot ass nigga moan
 thats when i started roaming
 my hustling game is deep
 cats ya heard
 ran from san fran to manhat tan to newburg
 Notorious tell ya friends spread the word
 glorious my life story is obsurd

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 home from elmira
 got a little writer
 im gonna keep it real still a scheme man coniver
 recognize the struggle live it like a thug do
 hatred in my heart but inside i love you
 see no matter what i will extend my arms to hug you
 knowing i am just like you, i am like the double
 all i wanna kno is how u pound me down
 yo this shit is real and u realy jerked me around
 but any way i am geting paid wit puff now
 i can cop u a house i can send you some stuff now
 so many levels jail take you
 i appreciate jail because it made me appreciate you
 ive been through fire and birth stone
 used to be ???? not i cop the gem stone
 i remembered when you rushed me
 the time you said you should of flushed me
 i forgive you ma trust me

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