did you ever look at me

only too see my eyes?

was it too deep and too heavy

for you to work me out?

am i just someone

you used to hold? 

am i someone

you don't wanna know?



should i hate you 

after what's been?

the misery you fed me

of how you misled me



it's a shame you never bothered

it's a shame you never took the time

but i'm as guilty as you

still holding on

still holding on



did you ever listen to me

when i spoke the truth?

was i something you had to do

when you forgot to call me?

am i that someone

you'll never miss?

am i someone

who shouldn't exist?



should i dispise you

and all of your lies?

the pain you gave me

the way you left me



it's a shame you never bothered

it's a shame you never took the time

but i'm as guilty as you

still holding on

it's a shame you never loved me

it's a shame you couldn't treat me right

but i'm a fool just like you

still holding on

still holding on



i still reach for you in my empty hours

i still reach for you in my empty hours



it's a shame you never bothered

it's a shame you never took the time

but i'm as guilty as you

still holding on

it's a shame you never loved me

it's a shame you couldn't treat me right

but i'm a fool just like you

still holding on

still holding on



did you ever look at me

only too see my eyes?

was it too deep and too heavy

for you to work me out?