How do I have faith

When I believe

They will turn me down

I try, I try to trust you

But you never follow through

Before I turn myself away

For you

Before I turn myself away

For you



I am not

This isolated

I am not

This shy or strange or jaded



I am innocence destructing

Turn on you to force the change

Turn myself into the victim

Of my own creation



I am disconnection central

Lost the party on my line

Too much longing in this distance

For a new form of communication



How do I have faith

When I believe

They will turn me down

I try, I try to trust you

But you never follow through

Before I turn myself away

For you

Before I turn myself away

For you



I am not

This self-defeating

It's just

A phrase I keep repeating



I am innocence destructing

Turn on you to force the change

Turn myself into the victim

Of my own creation



I am disconnection central

Lost the party on my line

Too much longing in this distance

For a new form of communication

Communication



I am innocence destructing

I am innocence destructing

How do I have faith

I am innocence destructing



I am innocence destructing

Turn on you to force the change

Turn myself into the victim

Of my own creation



I am disconnection central

Lost the party on my line

Too much longing in this distance

For a new form of communication

Communication