I'm through

I'm wrapping it up

I've been beaten by my own game

a shame

I'm over my crush


I used to have a good time

I couldn't be bought

It was easy, was a given

I'm in, whatever the cost


But now the cards are stacking up

against my inner politic

tell me something good

I need it


I've been looking for the real thing

I'm done wasting all my time there

I keep dying for the real thing

It may not kill me but it might

and who, who, who, who, who...

Tell me then

Who will lead me out when

I become Oblivious


Am I fool?

Forever I pined

I thought I was better standing alone

than standing on line


How much more of this heartache

can I stand?

How long can I be visually positive

until I'm making it up?


And I could die a complete unknown

bury me the counterfeit

spin the lie so I can

believe it


Low

Lower than down

Sicker than sick of being tired


And I could die a complete unknown

bury me the counterfeit

could have, would have, should have

I didn't!