while my friends have died
You ever had a friend kill
themselves, shot down, or
knifed?
Just when I think it's happened
for the final time,
it comes knocking back again to
devastate my life

20 years of hell
20 years of hell
For I've been living far too long
and I wish my life was done

I said, "Good-bye" to you, on a
summer's night
Now I wish that I had stayed
with you but, oh it's too late
next thing I knew was that
you'd been in an attack
and you were laying in a cold
morgue stuffed into a body bag

I saw you last night you said I
was wrong
And where'd I get the idea you
were gone?
I woke up to sounds of my own
screams
I woke up in a sweat it was just
a dream
and that dream goes on and on
and on...
with it ever end? Well I don't... I
don't know
I don't ... know