I'm looking at you
Through shattered glass
My empty hands are all I got to show
And you say I didn't see this through
That I was not thinking clearly
But I'm tired of being the one washed away

Still I pray, still I want
Still I crave, still I don't

Count my days to let it go
Cut the ties, be alone
Today I reach for the sky
Today I'm not gonna die
Rip my heart and cry alone
My tears go up to the sky
Today I'm not gonna die

And I stare at the floor
Truth will not last
I know I'm leaving for the better end
So I guess I'm here to let it go
You know stabbing me in my sleep
Will surely be the last of your big mistakes

Still I pray, still I want
Still I crave, still I don't

I was staring at the window
And I thought I, I thought I gave it all
But I'm just going deeper and deeper down
And I'm gonna fall
This time I'll let it go