Addicted to monotonous crush 
I even dropped out of school 
To catch up on sleep 
Take the train for hours 
And then try to forget 
Where you left your heart 
Read the free form poem 
To your locked door 
Then I swept those fucks 
Under the cement floor 
If you find them 
They were never mine 
If you don't - well - nevermind 
Porcelain hope... 
Why do you always break on me? 
(It all makes no sense to me) 
Porcelain hope... 
Why do you always break on me? 
I set the alarm to remind myself 
That I spent the day by myself 
This is my story - love... 
Day one to now... 
Background music to a silent film 
You see - the curtains falling down... 
I helped this city burn to the ground 
They said it tried to make amends 
But I never heard a sound 
Porcelain hope... 
You're not much, but you're all I got 
Porcelain hope... 
You're not much, but you're all I got