I wasn't expecting you
You took me by surprise
And I don't know if you can see it
But it's right behind my eyes
The answer to a question
That I didn't know I'd asked
And you know
I didn't believe the tides
Could wash over me so fast

And I've never
Seen this before
And I've seen so much
Oh god I wonder what it takes
To understand happiness

And I am standing on the edge
And I'm not afraid to fall
I'm not dying
I'm not hiding
I am not anything at all
But this time

I choose to be happy

You know I never believed
That I could have something good

Didn't think that it was possible
Didn't think I could
But now I'm kicking down these walls
And you're tearing at these chains
And I am starting to believe
That I must be insane

Cause I've
Never seen you before
And I've seen so much
Oh god I wonder what it takes
To understand happiness

And I am standing on the edge
And I'm not afraid to fall

I'm not dying
I'm not hiding
I am not anything at all
But falling

And I don't care where I land
I'm falling
And now I feel like I can stand

Cause this time
I choose to be