Beautiful garden, where have you gone? 

My self delusions are leaving me in the storm 

Taking for granted, all the goodness that I've found 

Somewhere I lost all, the control came crashing down. 



And I pray for forgiveness 

Look for the answers 

Cause its hard 

For me to pretend 

Look to my mother 

Call to the captain 

Can't you see 

This state that I'm in 

No one would notice 

Nobody noticed 

Cause it's me where it began 



Beautiful morning, please don't wake me from my sleep 

Cause I need some comfort, to regain my sanity 

I don't want to feel this crazy, 

I don't want to feel this guarded 

Shattered in a million pieces 

I'm so broken hearted 

No where left to run 

No where left to go 

So I hope 



I pray for forgiveness 

Look for the answers 

Cause its hard for me to pretend 

Look to my mother 

Call to the captain 

Cant you see 

This state that I'm in? 

And no one would notice 

Nobody noticed 

That it's me, where it began 

And I pray for forgiveness within 



I swear that everyday I feel like my mind is haunting me 

I think of every little stupid mistake that has been made 

This time I don't have the strength to gather myself 

I'm falling to pieces 



And I pray for forgiveness 

Look for the answer 

Cause its hard for me to pretend 

Look to my mother 

Call to the captain 

Cant you see 

This state that I'm in 

Pray for forgiveness 

Looking for justice 

Searching for answers 

Call to my mother 

Pray for forgiveness 

Breaking the silence 



Nobody knows it, nobody noticed 

That it's me 

Where it began