It's been 10 years of investment 

It's been one foot in and one out 

It's been 4 days of ?? 

and I feel snuffed out 



It's been 33 years of restraining 

Of trying to control this tumult 

How I did invest in such fantasy 

But my nervous system has worn out 



I feel done, I feel raked over coals 

and all that remains is the case 

That it's a bitch to grow up 



I've repeated this dance ad-nauseum 

There's still something to learn that I've not 

I'm told to see this as divine perfection 

But my bones don't feel this perfection 



I feel done, I feel raked over coals 

and all that remains is the case 

That it's a bitch to grow up 



I've spent life hovering above bottom 

Thinking I can't survive what's below 

But I've known through the kicking and screaming 

That there was no other direction to go 



I feel done, I feel raked over coals 

and all that remains is the case 

That it's a bitch to grow up