Black clouds surround me when you're not around

Wanting so bad just to be with you right now

Should've known this was to good to be true

Would've given anything just to be with you



Night after night i ly and wonder why as i stare at the ceiling

Try and I Try but i cant deny i wont get rid of this feeling

i can not believe that you would throw everything away after all that we been thru



This pain inside i cant describe

but when you are with me it all goes away

Close my eyes and see your face

but its not the same



What did i do that was so fucking wrong

cant except the fact that your gone

everything seems so fucking hard

constantly depressed and my mind is scarred

still wish it was you and me

but i guess true love is only found in dreams

was abandoned in my time of need



Since you left i've been feeling so cold

and im forced to face this hell alone

blank stares and im wishing you're there

cause the love you gave me no one can compare



In a world so dark,you were my only

light as i promise you this

i wont never forget your face



This pain inside i cant describe

but when you are with me it all goes away

Close my eyes and see your face

but its not the same



Bring my mind back some peace

and your the reason i cant sleep

all's left now is memories

feel so weak fall to my knees

i still long for my release

my insides became deceased

always be a part of my past

you'll always be my first and last