Fuck the experiments. I'm fucking done with medicine. I'm not - not fucking stable. Oh well. I'll settle for this fucking hell. My hell. Fuck the doctors and his degree. He's a pusher for the drug companies. I don't give a shit about the chemistry. I'm reclaiming my goddamn humanity. I'm not - not fucking stable. Oh well. I'll settle for this fucking hell. My hell. Not fucking stable. Oh well. I'll take care of my fucking self.