I've got a lot that's on my mind today

But every man got a story to tell

My brother watched his life go down the drain

His addiction took control of him

Everytime I see my brother look at me

I turn my head, to me he's dead



So much pressure, so much pain

Everything to lose and nothing to gain

But I'm going on again

It's everything that he ever dreamed

Says things he doesn't mean

But I'm going on again



Please my mother don't cry today

I know it's hard cause he's your first born son

Don't blame yourself for the decisions made

I think it's time, we just let him go



So much pressure, so much pain

Everything to lose and nothing to gain

But I'm going on again

It's everything that he ever dreamed

Says things he doesn't mean

But I'm going on again



All the times you lie

Tell me that you changed

But you never did

You just walked away

It always stays the same

Every time you cried

And you felt afraid

Look at what you did

Now just walk away

You'll never change



So much pressure, so much pain

Everything to lose and nothing to gain

But I'm going on again



So much pressure, so much pain

Everything to lose and nothing to gain

But I'm going on again

It's everything that he ever dreamed

Says things he doesn't mean

But I'm going on again