I'm wandering in my remembrance

I have to realize the shattered past

in my confused subsconsciousness

I can't seperate the lies from the truth

no tears washed away my grief

I ever have to suffer my sceptical thoughts

emptiness fullfilled my sorrows

emptiness cuts deep in my heart 


a tumor called fustration

pale of distress in a grey coloured time

the loss of cheerful sweetness

no wistfull wishes of warmth and love

in weakness I praise the autumn

in the depths of silence I lying in wait

emptiness fullfilled my sorrows

loneliness cuts deep in my heart 


like an owl, I haunt trough the night

some strange thoughts in my mind

imagination or reality

on the path into insanity... 


like a bird, I spread out my wings

some dying dreams, sweet memories

black clouds on a raging sky

on the flight into eternity... 


open your mind to see, you will face yourself

hear the sounds of billow,

when the wind howl goodbye 


you're failed in every pass of your life

...in eternal bliss

you've tried to live each others dreams

...in eternal bliss

try to embrace your shamfull past

...the seeds of bliss

try to find the seeds of bliss

...the seeds of bliss 


a halfhearted life that calls out for changes

while you were living you've tried

to confirm the opposites

I thought I knew my business

but I've never comprehend 


you've failed in every pass of your life

...I've failed in every pass of my life

you've tried to live each others dreams

...I've tried to live each others dreams

try to embrace your shamfull past

...try to embrace my shamfull past

try to find the seeds of bliss

...try to find