I've lived this day a thousand times it won't go away 

And all I can see are the eyes of people I will never be 

And it makes me ill the way 

You love me still 



I can't decide if You're the missing piece buried in my mind 

Immersed in sand I try to reach try to take Your hand 

And it makes me ill the way You love me still 



I think back to the days I was around 

And it brings me down to a place I've never been 

I think back on a picture of a child and dream awhile 

All the more I miss Your perfect ever shaking heart 



Solace came with a drop of blood and a taste of shame 

When You took my turn You struck a match and You let it burn 

And it makes me ill the way you love me still 



I think back to the days I was around 

And it brings me down to a place i've never been 

I think back on a picture of a child and dream awhile 

All the more I miss Your perfect ever shaking heart