So this is how it feels to feel for the last time,

so maybe not so maybe not like the first time,

So much like that one time you know that one time i made you scream my name 

Believe me the pain subsides

when it rains outside

i swear they're crying from the words that you said

Is this the way it should be, 

is this the way it should be,

shes screaming at the top of her lungs


love it or leave i kept the secret to myself

between the sheets it stayed it never came out my mouth

i know its not what i was told in the first place i know its not what i was told in the first place

love it or leave i kept the secret to myself

between the sheets it stayed it never came out my mouth

i know its not what i was told in the first place i know its not what i was told in the first place


Just know Im the best thing

well Despite what your friends think

Despite what your friends think

just know im the best thing


kissing me was a contradiction. feeling confined is so much worse 

even if it doesnt mean a thing to you it meant the world to me you mean the world to me 

kissing you was a contradiction. feeling confined hurt so much worse 

even if it didnt mean a thing to you it meant the world to me you mean the world to


love it or leave i kept the secret to myself

between the sheets it stayed it never came out my mouth

i know its not what i was told in the first place i know its not what i was told in the first place

love it or leave i kept the secret to myself

between the sheets it stayed it never came out my mouth

i know its not what i was told in the first place i know its not what i was told in the first place