I can't take this cause it's holding me back
To the last days that I had being with him
And I try to avoid the constant strain in me
From missing you and wishing you were with me


Mourn this loss
Cause I take this all alone
Mourn this loss
Cause I cant fight these feelings on my own
On my own


I can't forget the times you've held me tight
Securing me from the black crazed stormy nights
Keeping me safe and pointing the way to promised
Life of care and devotion


Mourn this loss
Cause I take this all alone
Mourn this loss
Cause I cant fight these feelings on my own
On my own


Why did I grow up living this way
I ask myself that every single day
And when I think of you hope is all
I have that you were proud of the
Youngest son you had


Go! I can't control the hate I have
For the methods life uses and abuses
All the things I had they fell apart
Depart gone in a single
I'm pissed off that the world revolves this way
Because kills my heart and it smashes my esteem
I was deprived,
Deprives of a part of me
But I'm trying to do what's right
I'm giving my best not to ignite
And blame the others for my confusion in
Mourning times there's no solution
Conclusion


And I can't take this
It's unfair
I'm always fighting for this
Lifes despair in you, you