my life, paralyzed
 But htis sweet frustration keeps me alive
 it seems like
 i have died a thousand days
 jut to feel this quicksand
 every moment is embraced
 bu this sweet frustration
 pain, from throwing my insides out
 only to decompose right in front of my eyes
 it seems like
 and someday my sweet frustration will bloom
 i have died a thousand days for sweet frustration