Sometimes when I starve

I hallucinate

I wonder where you are

Come and help me



Fill the tub

Fill it up

So I can drown

Kiss my lips

Make me calm

I am so alone



'Cause tonight

You're gonna regret

You ever knew me

'Cause tonight

You're gonna struggle for hours



You'll be scared

You will cry

Maybe you will scream

Keep my head

In the air

But I won't breathe



I won't breathe



Sometimes when I drink

I get really weird

I'm trying not to think

About your past life



Lock me out

Throw the key

I'll still be inside

Hit my face

Call me names

You can't stop me anyway