journal entry number twenty, getting older, feeling 
meaner, thinking faster, getting even, making standards, 
faking answers,
can you rewrite history?
a conversation with myself, turning into something else, 
risking my security, losing my obscurity.
bored with my life, repetition, waiting for the 
situation, select problems impair decision, fearful 
living, nothing given,
can you rewrite history?
a conversation with myself, turning into something else, 
risking my security, losing my obscurity.
a conversation with myself, turning into something else, 
risking my security, losing my obscurity