He was dethroned, severely disowned, he battled the king 
and lost everything
"I don't know if I really want to try finding out just 
why
I don't know if I ever want to buy answers that are lies"
He spent most of his youth faced with the truth -- trying 
too hard, thinking out loud
"I don't know if I really want to try finding out just 
why
I don't know if I ever want to buy answers that are lies"
And once removed, he connects the past alphabetically (in 
parenthesis)
"I don't know if I really want to try finding out just 
why
I wish life could be just as nice to me as it's meant to 
be"