Today's different, different than before, I just tore out 
the page from the age of the ruin.
I can't honor you, too sick to follow through. 
I just wasted too much time, insanity's not worth a dime. 
I can't honor you, too sick to follow through. 
I just wasted to much time vanity not worth a dime. 
Look at me right now.
pity me, resolve.
pay for me, absolve.
Look at me right now.
Right now, right now.
And all deceits not worth the fucked up mystery. 
I 'd follow you around but this time it's history.