Not quite alone, not quite in company.

Not quite with you, though so unwithout you 

I try not to say too much, feeling distanced. 

I try not to say too much, the distance destroys what I am. 

Just so you know. (just so you know) I just plain stopped trying. 

Just so you know. (just so you know) I made up my mind and

Not quite myself, not quite anyone 

Not quite in love, yet drowning in your love. 

Your love drowns out who I am. 

Just so you know, (just so you know)

I just plain stopped trying. 

Just so you know, (just so you know)

I made up my mind and I'm leaving you. 

I don't feel alive, at all. (I don't feel at all) 

I don't feel alive at all.