Killed--but i'm still struggling, to hold on to 

You--i know i'm failing. it feels like my arms 

Are tied to my hips, and i, just tripped i'm 

Falling--



But not because i'm lovesick or am i lovesick?



It felt so warm with you and now my own bed 

Feels foreign to me--i guess i just hate things,

That are empty and i'm sleepy--



But not because i'm lovesick or am i lovesick?



It seems like my world is falling to it's end, 

It seems like the color gray.



Pictures in perfect color with words to listen to, 

That's the scene i saw--and now, that my hope is 

Crushed, and fingernails are gone, i'm bleeding--



But not because i'm lovesick or am i lovesick?



Please don't hold out on me, the distance cant be 

That far, it can't be--this is confusing me, what's

Wrong with me? what's wrong, with me?



I'm not lovesick or could i be? i'm so--confused 

What's wrong with me?