oh how do I feel about my life
     anything is hard to find
     when you will not open your eyes
     when will you accept yourself?
     I am sick and I am dull
     and I am plain
     how dearly I'd love to get carried away
     but dreams have a knack of just not coming through
     and time is against me now
     who and what to blame?
     anything is hard to find
     when you will not open your eyes
     when will you accept yourself?
     anything is hard to find
     when you will not open your eyes
     everyday you must say
     how do I feel about the past
     other conquered love-but I ran
     I sat in my room and I drew up a plan
     but plans can fall through as so often they do
     and time is against me now
     and there's no one left to blame
     tell me when will you
     when will you accept your life
     the one that you hate
     anything is hard to find
     when you will not open your eyes
     everyday you must say
     how do I feel about my shoes
     they make me awkward and plain
     how dearly I would love to kick with the fray
     but I once had a dream and it never came true
     and time is against me now
     and there's no one but yourself to blame
     anything is hard to find
     when you will not open your eyes
     when will you accept yourself