Dichotomy lobotomy
Cut my life in half
Spent my days in vain
Tying frayed ends

If there was no desire to be
Wouldn't I have gone away by now
These tedious conversations
Get everything in a conundrum

Maybe it's because of loss
Maybe it was all the skepticism
Don't have much good will to share
With all of these scars I bear
Be apatheic
Sympathy for who
Not for me
And not for you

Where were all my goals
What happened to them
Tongue tied and sly
Slipped right on by

If there was no desire to be
Wouldn't I have gone away by now
These tedious conversations
Get everything in a conundrum

Maybe it's because of loss
Maybe it was all the skepticism
Don't have much good will to share
With all of these scars I bear
Be apatheic
Sympathy for who
Not for me
And not for you

I'm still keeping blind faith
One day things will be different
I'm still giving my blood
Just to keep things in control
Shut the door to the way out again

Maybe it's because of loss
Maybe it was all the skepticism
Don't have much good will to share
With all of these scars I bear
Be apatheic
Sympathy for who
Not for me
And not for you

If there was no desire to be
Wouldn't I have gone away by now
These tedious conversations
Get everything in a conundrum