It's always i feel i'm not sure if i can do anything else

Alcohol fills voids temporarily it spills out leaves the wound raw

I feel like hell at least i know i'm back to my old self

Who would have thought changes effects were so widespread

Who would have thought a friendship's a relationship too

Maybe i shouldn't have friends and

Christ how i've grown in the past few weeks

Maybe i shouldn't befriend anyone else till I realize there's



No me in team

No i in said

Once again i forgot what i am doing

And i don't know who you are fooling

And just for the record it never means nothing

I can't keep up so lay back down

There's still a few minutes to sleep in in

My apartment is as empty as me



Didn't i want it that way

Nobody wants it that way



I put myself in stupid situations i'll never make it out alive

It's hard to make plans when your plan is someone else



No time to sleep

And i bet you could only guess

How good it feels to be on your own

It's hard to stand when you build your life on someone else

It's hard to breathe when you are running from yourself