Don't mind me I'm only
Trying to get used to
That awkward inside that comes with standing next to 
you
They'll ask me are you okay
And I will say yes and walk away
But I've been reading all the signs
And it's not looking good for me
Cause I will never have the balls and I will never grow 
the nerve
To go driving at full speed, crash head first into the 
curb
You are so beautiful to everyone around you
The only reason for the push-ups is the fact I know, I 
can't support you
If you wanna know why, I'm not sleeping tonight
It's because I'm scared you will never know
All the reasons why, I'm about to cry
The way I feel inside, the way I feel in
Bullshit conversations, won't last long
Cause you won't fake them, can't last long cause you 
got took away
Sitting by myself your better off with some one else
It would have helped if i knew what to say
Knew what to say, if I knew what to say
If you wanna know why, I'm not sleeping tonight
It's because I'm scared you will never know
All the reasons why, I'm about to cry
The way I feel inside, the way I feel in
I can't let you leave
I won't let you leave
Tonight's not his night
You're staying with me
You're so beautiful to every one around you
The only reason for the push-ups is the fact i know i 
can't support you
If you wanna know why, I'm not sleeping tonight
It's because I'm scared you will never know
All the reasons why, I'm about to cry
The way I feel inside, the way I feel inside