This is the first day of my last days

I built it up, now I take it apart

Climbed up real high, now fall down real far

No need to me to stay, the last thing left I just threw it away

I put my faith in god and my trust in you

Now there's nothing more fucked up I could do

Wish there was something real, wish there was something true

Wish there was something real in this world full of you

I'm the one without a soul, I'm the one with this big fucking hole

Now new tale to tell, twenty-six years on my way to hell

Gotta listen to your big time, hard line, bad luck, fist fuck

Don't think you're having all the fun, you know me, I hate everyone

Wish there was something real, wish there was something true

Wish there was something real in this world full of you

I want to, but I can't turn back

But I want to.