All the years i placed blame put a crown on my head i spent days pointing out what my mind was reading no one will ever tell me why because we live the same lie unexcused so we kill ourselves let go gotta pretend i don't know look back pulling mistakes from the past hold on to fake inspiration retrace all the lies you misplaced now i know that i'm fucked cuz i'm not protected i realize i create walls until i feel a purpose no one will ever tell me why cuz we live the same lie self create misdirection without shame let go gotta pretend i don't know look back pulling mistakes from the past hold to to fake inspiration retrace all the lies you misplaced i can't explain the way it feels when your heart stops everything i thought would set me free was just bullshit i sold myself i can't breathe let go gotta pretend i don't know look back pulling mistakes from the past hold on to fake inspiration retrace all the lies you misplaced hold on