"Er muss leiden, 

so wie alle seine Opfer leiden mussten." 



there's a secret inside your mind 

you don't want to tell it to someone else 

you feel ashamed 

you feel ashamed 

of what has happend in your past 



you can't stand any kind of tenderness 

your heart's like stone 

but you wish you could love someone 

sometime 



there's a pain in every kiss you get 

you sleep with a nightmare in your bed 

you hate every touch on you 

no way out what can you do? 

you try to find the pain inside 

you try to find a way to hide 

your bleeding soul from every men 

you don't want humiliation again 



sometimes you wish you could see him again 

you want to look into his eyes 

and ask him why 

why me? 



but you know that you only feel 

hate and aggression for this fucking bastard 

you wish he would be dead 

why me?