I spend my time only wishing I could come up with clever words strung
together to make you feel how I wish I could feel
Apathy grips me hard I lie awake at night wishing I could feel
something more than nothing
But still I settle for mediocrity time and time again just so I don't
have to try and feel
Anything new
Anything different
Anything new
Anything at all
This time I hope it's different
This time I hope I change
Cause for once I feel sick
Sick of the same old nothing
For once I'll have a reason to scream
Apathy won't silence me
This is the end of nothing
After all is said and done
At the end of the day
I know I will have to make the choice
To try and feel
So I will look past myself
And stop waiting for the world to change around me.