I see myself standing beside my bed bad thoughts are going through my head

over and over I think of the past one good memory came to me at last 



Every breath feels like a long long time fading pictures are crossing my

mind I want to live my life again maybe I will do much better then 



I can't feel the pain I think I'm going insane 

Heaven... is tomorrow lost to me forever trapped within the hour glass

rising... falling in and out in time slowly 

drowning in the sand 



I am all alone in this endless dream everyone is different so it has to be

I feel a cold wind blowing through my soul heaven is calling so I have to

go 



I have to free my mind from thoughts that I believed were right it's very

hard to understand that this is apart of human life