I down my oxy on the hour

Curl up crying in the shower

Different stranger every night

Pretending I'm alright



I keep the lights on while I sleep

I throw up everything I eat

I'm dying, but I stay out late

Pretending I'm okay



Knee-deep in oblivion

One more step, I'm gone



Drowning in the pain, I'm going through a crisis

Pill to kill the ache, addicted to my vices

Body going numb, I'm left here on my own

Breathing but I'm broken



I drive without a place to go

I sit alone with curtains closed

I shop with cards that aren't mine

Pretending I'm just fine



I pass out in the living room

I cover up with cheap perfume

I've wasted nights and wasted days

Pretending I'm just great



Knee-deep in oblivion

One more step, I'm gone



Chorus



I'm trying and I'm trying and I'm lying too much

I'm feeling like I'm dying, am I trying enough?

I'm lying and I'm trying way too hard to forget

The feeling of you leaving and the memory in my head



I'm trying and I'm trying and I'm lying too much

I'm feeling like I'm dying, am I trying enough?

I'm lying and I'm trying too hard to forget

The feeling of you leaving and the memory



Chorus



Left here on my own, left to my own devices

Now my body's numb, I'm going through a crisis

Pill to kill the ache, addicted to the pain

Breathing but I'm broken



Oxy on the hour, curl up in the shower

Oxy on the hour, curl up in the shower

Oxy on the hour, curl up in the shower

Breathing but I'm broken