It rips me up, spits me out I'm messed up, in this rut

Caught up in this system, put down another victim

My fingernails are fading away, and my hair is looking lazy

But that's okay, yeah, but I think I may go crazy

This time I have don't feel my own, this life I live feels like a joke

But still I try to take control, still on my own, all alone

Here I go again –go- I lie awake in my car at the park

It's half past three and I can't sleep

Looking up at the stars

Looking up at the dark

This time I have don't feel my own, this life I live feels like a joke

But still I try to take control, still on my own, all alone

My stereo turns on, trying to ignore you, but I still hear your voice

“Everything will be ok”, you say

Everything's going to change”, you say

“You're not crazy”

It rips me up, spits me out, I'm messed up, in this rut