it's no wonder i'm alone

unused ringing telephone

is all that's between my happiness

and a last chance at loneliness

much to my dismay i lie

much to my surprise i fight

attempts people make are ridiculous

try so hard to remain ambiguous

you know it's hard to be somebody

when everyone around me is laughing

all that i can do is nothing

i swear it's ok

i want you to stay

so tell me what do you say

all my life i've waited for this moment

i want you to know

i swear that i'll go

if you take one more step, don't

cause all my life i've waited for this moment

it's enough to make you cry

but still you have to wonder why

more than you know i envy you

but i'll never give up or in to you