Perfect Gurl



Yea
I know sometimes
Things can be so fuck'd up
But you no what
I got won fucking leason for use
Try to find that the perfect gurl
Cause there aint that much in this world

Baby i still remember when i picked u from the lot
And i knew it when i grabbed u that you'd always have a place in my heart
And i told u from the start i would neva let no one hurt u
I couldnt wait to get u home time to bust and work u
First time i pulled u back, baby u were kinda tight
But it's all good when we worked it every single night  "haha"
You were the quiet type wenever we rolled
But when things got out of hand u were ready to explode
And i loved u baby even lented u around
Just to show all my homies how my baby gets down
And u never got jelous when i brang new bitchs to play
Cause after i bust i threw those bitchs away
No other bitchs could stay or share the love that we had
Cause you kept me alive throught all the bad times we had
And believe me baby nobody in this fucking! world
Could ever take your place at my side, u my baby girl "love you"


Now hush my baby i miss you now
Im just writing to tell you how i miss u now
Stiffen that upper smile up my baby
You betta,Cause i'll be thinking of yea
Thru the years that im gona be here
I hope u know im missing yea right now cause im freaking now
Im freaking so heard that i got thinking's now
My thinking are pretty crazy my baby
But i promise that im gona be alright


See my little baby don't u know u drive me crazy
Everybody in this fucking! hood knows your my baby
And even though bitchs hate me u stand up and fire back
These bitchs aint shit that's why they run when we attack
And the police is always tryin to break our perfect team apart
That's why sometimes i leave u at home or in the dark
And u always understand u know im always comin home
Rest your head under the pillow or the cuboard near the phone
Your the first thing i touch when i wake up in the morning
You make me feel excited when im still up yawning
But baby listen u know we can't ride no more
Still remember that day they threw u straight on to the floor
They broke down our door, told us not to make a single move
We coulda died together but instead we had to lose
And i regret it baby u saw the tear from my eye
Now i gotta get a new gun/haha


Now hush my baby i miss you now
Im just writing to tell you how i miss u now
Stiffen that upper smile up my baby
You betta,Cause i'll be thinking of yea
Thru the years that im gona be here
I hope u know im missing yea right now cause im freaking now
Im freaking so heard that i got thinking's now
My thinking are pretty crazy my baby
But i promise that im gona be alright


Here i am baby writing this letter to you
I hope it's not the last thing i send to you
Cause baby you'v bein in my head for the last 10 years
I've bein sheding so many tears
Cause it's harsh to spend 25 for life
I don't think i can spend another 15 years in this hole
Cause my kid is gona be 25 years old
Hey baby,make me a favor
Tell Jonathan I Love Him
Cause that's maby the last time that he's gona hear his father
Talking to him
My heart keeps pounding and it won't stop
Tears are flowing,My adrelenin is pumpin
My body is shakeing from toes to top
My mind his telling you something
That i promise that i'm gonna be alright baby gurl
I hade the best time of my life with u my baby gurl
Ridin,Hugin,Squeezin,Kissin and touchin
Ok it's time to go now baby I LOVE YOU FOREVA
I promise i'm gonna be alright baby gurl watching you from heaven
Is gona make my dream appen
I love you Jonathan
***BANG***




Stephane Lacroix Wendnesday september 14 2005
15 years old     12:06am