It's been while
since i could
hold my head up high
and it's been awhile since i first saw you
its been awhile
since i could stand on my own two feet again
and its been awhile, since i could call you

And everything i can remember
as fucked up as it all my seem
the consequences that ive rendered
stretched myself beyond my means

its been awhile since i could say
that i wasnt addicted and
its been awhile since i could say i loved myself as well as
and its been awhile since ive gone and fucked things up
just like i always do
and its been awhile but all that shit seems to disapear
when im with you

And everything i can remember
as fucked up as it all my seem
the consequences that ive rendered
ive gone and fucked things up again

why must i feel this way
just make this go away
just one more peacful day

its been awhile
since i could look at my self straight
and its been awhile since i said im sorry
and its been awhile since ive seen the way
the candles light your face
and its been awhile
but i can still remember just the way you taste

And everything i can remember
as fucked up as it all my seem i know its me
i cannnot blame this on my father
he did the best he could for me

its been awhile since i could
hold my head up high
and its been awhile
since i said im sorry