but I can't really speak them... to you

And I hide all the pain
that I have gained with my wisdom.. from you

And I may analyze bout what I hold inside
all the things that I live with I can't easily hide
and I'm left here with nothing, nothing to live for... but you

Its not easy to hide all this damage inside
I'll carry it with me until I'm not alive

And you look at my face
does it seem just as ugly.. to you

I can't seem to erase
all the scars I have lived with... from you

I am so sick of this place
and this taste in my mouth
Cause of you I can't figure what I'm all about
And I'm left here with nothing
nothin to live for.... But you

It's not easy to hide all this damage inside
And I'll carry it with me until I'm not alive