Nominate myself for what I want to achieve 

Form my surroundings in relation to the seed 

Smiles swims in a muddy breath thirsting pulsating blood 

What else can I do, than to feed me with a bigger thirst 

But I wonder why tears run dry 

Mind control well I think I've lost mine 

Let's climb the holy mountain and eat the stars 

Under the wisdom tree we'll drink the weeping grass 

I need my fire drug to feel the flood I'm self-destructive baby 

But a friendly one 

You better leave me here alone 

I need this night to heal my world 

Send me a smile and I'll get by 

But let me drink my wine tonight 

Too late to turn back pages ambush, a part of my life 

Nowadays the sun won't shine Cos like my head, its lost in a cloud 

My heart is broken baby but still it's pounding 

Too long with pills and booze my short-memory ain't what it should