Feel betrayed, ...as 

I sit here cold and tired

It seems that what 

I valued before has been eaten cold by a ghost

Deeds, what's to gain here 

I want to kill myself but I ain't got the guts... yet 

Ice cold, even the smoke cuts cold 

Mother, father, brother, sister 

you don't understand me 'cos how could you... 

When I can't You bastards Blind laughters I miss my home 

Sick, feel sick can't eat more of your shit 

You are a decieving liar and I am a mistrusting fire 

Nowhere to go but home