I quit using words that I don't understand
I quit trying to do what I'm not really good at
I quit playing music too many bands
I quit missing people
I quit writing pop songs with way too many chords
Won't hide my face with my hand
Doing shows anymore
I quit having addicts I never asked for
One time I faked to somebody I love no more
I quit spinning round, collapsed to the floor
I quit quiting drinking
I won't feel deserted
And I quit wasting time

And it won't hurt if you say
That you still won't be mine
But I lie myself to sleep once again
I hope you won't believe
Believe in my lies

I quit trying to be what I don't want to be
I quit thinking everyone else is more talented then me
I read books about valuable things
I form an opining of life and politics
I try to look closer to what I don't see
Till it becomes clear to me
How come you love me but I can't be your man
And how come I'm waiting so long
For what won't seem to end
I lie myself to sleep once again
I hope you won't be 
Believe in my eyes
I dream myself to sleep once again
I hope you won't be
Believe in my dreams
I drink myself to sleep once again
I hope you won't be
Believe my wine.