Impossible to reason with the thoughts in mind

To direct to forget about my pastimes

I assure you of one thing

This is something you'll never forget



In time I'm sure you'll understand

That the sound of the crack

The slap of my hand was only intended for one thing

The one thing I never had



Palms sweaty - thoughts dry

Hand fed by a broken mind

Hands shak'n - don't cry it'll all be over



And then you'll have the chance to see the hole inside

The painted picture of a wounded mind

I can never escape this

(you helped me create this hate)



(my - undying - addiction)

How were you the last to know

(you - brought - this - on - yourself)

Now you're the next in line to see

All that I've become

(confessions of hatred)



Responsible for bringing out my darkest side

I tried to hide what I feel but it's my time

To inflict all the damage

Some indescribable pain



Heart beating, last cry

Anticipating what I have in mind

Lick my lips an approach you 

(with undeniable fucking hate)



(my - undying - addiction)

How were you the last to know

(you - brought - this - on - yourself)

Now you're the next in line to see

All that I've become

(confessions of hatred)



One day I'll become whole again

Till then I'll just remember

I thought you understood being misunderstood

How wrong was I to think you ever would?

One day I'll become whole again, whole again



(my undying addiction)

I never thought you'd be the last to know

(you brought this all on yourself now)

You will be the next in line to see

All that I've become

Victim till your last breath

All the hope is gone 

(confessions of hatred)



(I'll show you pain)