friday night was one of those nightsone of those nights 
i'd like to forget
all of my thoughts have driven me crazy
but i haven't even faced them yet
every night i think the same thing
is it a dream or is it real
inside my mind i'm going crazy
i can't explain just how i feel
if i could find a way
if i could find a way to cry
find a way to cry
i just want to get away for a while
utter confusion is all that's up
i'm so afraid it's way deeper than this but i
can't go away because i care too much