Lost myself in an endless goodnigh.t

Kept the time by the patterns of the streetlight.

Couldn't get it right.

I could never get it right.

Sadly, this is a wasted conversation.

Lost on you, lost on you.

This is a test of my patience.

Your blue eyes are so cruel.

I can't escape all the things we said.

I've taken years off my life with the weight of regret.

Now there's nothing left;

There is nothing left to lose.



Shouldn't I feel alive?

I swear that I tried, 

To be alright,

To sleep at night.

Shouldn't I feel alive?



The night fades with a breath of sunshine.

I do my best to adjust to the morning light.

I can't keep my place.

Feels like I've been awake for days.

Sadly, you turn away and now I'm faced,

With the harsh truth, the harsh truth.

My cold heart is a place where true love cannot bloom.



Shouldn't I feel alive?

I swear that I tried, 

To be alright,

To sleep at night.

Shouldn't I feel alive?



There's static on the airwaves.

I'll try to find the light through all this haze.

I can't find the words that I'm trying to say.

So try to forget me as I walk away.



Shouldn't I feel alive?

I swear that I tried, 

To be alright,

To sleep at night.

Shouldn't I feel alive?