I cursed myself this morning
When I conjured up the demon next to me
When I try to walk away she follows, she won't let me be
If I don't believe in you why do I feel the way I do?
I know you're trying to convince me you're for real
But you're chasing me away
Or are you racing me down the drain?
History & arguments forever repeated endlessly
My words are so twisted I don't know if I'm saying what I 
mean
Forever you've tried to convince me you're for real
But I can't tell if you're chasing me away
Or are you racing me down the drain