my quest is simple

a desire i´m trying to feed

ever since aware of myself

consciousness - just being there to bleed

eyesore for others - since the day i was born

i feel the guilt for being me

i feel the shame for being bron

i feel the engine



i´ve already begun to feel dead

if notfor the people that surround

i would drift away or fall apart

dissolve my being without a sound

the engine...the core..the focus of my world

occupying, fueling...uncoupling my two selfs to be heard



i know nobody

i´m known by none

non being 

nothing to anyone

i have no passions

i have no friends

i need the engine

..to repent

...my only sin..to repent my only sin!!!! 

...to...repent... 

...to...repent... 

i´m only me

the body

the engine!!!



tear down the body

dismantle my inner structure

destroy the shell that contains my soul



...my soul... 

become the engine