I can't take anymore

I can't breathe

I'm sick of this goddamn darkness,

Sick of sadness and tears I throw it all up every single day

Together with last night's dinner



I have lost myself completely

I have convinced myself I am someone else



For God's sake,

I need to be real

I need touch

I need… people?



I have to turn my life around…



But… I will still be myself, won't I…?