I watched the proverbial sunrise 

Coming up over the Pacific and 

You might think I'm losing my mind, 

But I will shy away from the specifics... 



'Cause I don't want you to know where I am 

'Cause then you'll see my heart 

In the saddest state it's ever been. 

And this is no place to try and live my life. 



Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it. 

See that line. I never should have crossed it. 

Stop right there. I never should have said that

It's the very moment that I wish that I could take back. 



I'm sorry for the person I became. 

I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change. 

I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again 

'Cause who I am hates who I've been. 

Who I am hates who I've been. 



And I talk to absolutely no one. 

Couldn't keep to myself enough. 

And the things bottled inside have finally begun 

To create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up. 



And I heard the reverberating footsteps 

Sinking up to the beating of my heart, 

And I was positive that unless I got myself together, 

I would watch me fall apart. 



And I can't let that happen again 

‘Cause then you'll see my heart 

In the saddest state it's ever been. 

And this is no place to try and live my life. 



I'm sorry for the person I became. 

I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change. 

I'm ready to try never become that way again 

'Cause who I am hates who I've been. 

Who I am hates who I've been.