the weight of my words is not enough to make up for the words I didn´t say 

i´m sorry - didn´t wan´t to close the door 

just afraid to suffocate inside this these arms where i´ll find comfort 

I will try not to break another mirror because that would be that I only break myself 

my eyes have never felt so soar - if I had only known more 

self centered - myself to blame - death is fucking you insane 

a selfish boy with fear and doubt afraid to let it inside 

I promised myself that I wouldn´t break it another time 

no questions asked through all the time - just answers taken 

my guilt - my thoughts - my mind 

where - who´s to judge? 

I think I need to breath - let the door be open 

the only one who is choking me is myself 

why can´t I see that you are the sun - the rain - the fuel I need inside 

why can´t I see? 

I will try - I won´t listen - I will cry 

sunflower princess